It's been 21 long years, a journey that has made me a somebody.All along this journey of mine I have had to listen to millions of comments that friends ,family, relatives had to say to me but never have I paid much heed to them.I have always been me.
All this time I have been told that I don't completely exhaust my true potential.I can do wonders but the wonder that is inside me never shows its wonderful face.People just try to convey the message that "you are one lazy fellow".Recently it's been tough realising what kind of a person actually I am.It feels that i have always been overrated.I am what i have been all along, not what people make of me.
I had been a king in a small world.When i set foot in the hostel for the first time it hit me bam ! on the face ,with the realisation of falling in a talent pool.I still didn't pay much heed to it but hung on.Recently ,trying to think out of the box I am getting bottled up.My creative side is not manufacturing new things.Though I have settled in this pool, still not as a member but as a person who is trying to keep afloat his sinking ship.Overrated is what i have been.....that has been a true realisation.
I just try to be somebody at the end of the day, but It's just not the cakewalk i used think it was.The competiton is getting heated up daily and one false move will get you bogged down .I have always shunted idea of competing with friend and have always been there behind them, now I feel it's about time I turn turtle and get my act together and realise my actual potential.Now no more fantasies ,just real practical stuff that's going to put me(hopefully) on the map to be visible with my actual identity.
